feeling 30 at 20 :(

Well my life is a whole lot of predictable, or at least that is what it feels like. I feel like all I do is, hw, study and work. When I do get to hang out with my friends we are all to poor (most of the time) to do anything fun. We sit around and visit like old people. I am supposed to be in my prime and I get tired by 10:30-11:00. I need a drastic change in my life otherwise I just may go insane :/ well that is my soap box post of the month :p thanks for listening.